i need a new year's post!
um. checking back on lj i realise i didn't have one last year either. i spent most of december last year pinching myself over kiku -- is he really for REAL? i got him so smoothly and angst-freely it didn't even feel right.

so 1 year has past, and 2006 has been rather uneventful for me. my only achievement might be getting off my lazy butt and starting on german classes. (and i am truly glad because of the eye candy i met XD; ) but once again, i spent new year thinking about kiku.

when i re-did his face up in december, i just fell in love with the f-16 mould all over again. i always feel kind of bad, because unlike most of you, i am too poor to buy clothes for him. it makes me feel like he's been wasted on me because f-16s deserve so much more love. right now i'd like to start selling doll clothes to but... it doesn't feel enough. kiku's own clothes are never enough. my sewing's come a long way from the days i honestly didn't know that cloth had direction (supplies!!) but it still doesn't feel enough. not. good. enough. i am such a greedy person. it really feels like a criminal waste of a f-16 to sit him in a dark cupboard with no new clothes, no new wigs, no new shoes, no new eyes, and no zai photography to present him well. ._. (or maybe i am just being neurotic.)

so that's 1 year i spent angsting over a lump of resin (and myself), and i hope 2007 will be a more fulfiling year. i can sense that something is going to change in my life and i only hope that it is for the better. i need to be more brave. i need to change.

thank You for putting up with me for the year, and i swear that i will try to make myself less of a public nuisance this year. and angst a little less, hopefully.