oh goodness, eros-kirito. how can a man be so sexy with words? that person seriously has the magic to suck you into his world of screwed up values. geh.
in other news, angelo is showing signs of visual-ism again. kirito admits he's doing it just for the attention (like who isn't?) cause angelo's technically a new band. but of course, he can't do what the other youngsters are doing even if he wanted to, says eros-sama. might as well. *shudders at the thought of oshare-kirito*
by now, just about the whole world knows how enamoured i am by his persona. i can't stress that enough. it's not just the music, it's definitely not the looks.
alright now, on to the slightly more exciting bit...!!
whee! got hold of my dad's casio digicam today and took a picture of kikkun's room. it's a little bigger than before, and hopefully better looking! ^o^
i'm quite proud of the clothes rack idea, if you ignore how it makes kikkun look like he's sitting in a wardrobe. but whatever. XD; clothes are meant for hanging anyway. (my dad helped me install it! ^_^)
on random note, having a SD card reader in MI-CHA is sheer utter love. but unfortunately, the casio exfilm using the SD card is not. D:
i shall go angst now in my happygreencoloured diary.
i just found out that my favourite gouk cutsew (incidentally also my only one) bloods and sheds colour. onto itself. it's an angsty lump hanging on a bamboo pole now. i think i really want to cry now because i like it more than any piece of h.naoto i've ever seen. (maybe it's just retribution for me dumping h. though it's t-kunitomo which caught my eye in the first place, not h.naoto.) and the one day i wore it i got to hug a really cute deer, which made me like it even more.
though on second thought, i think i might go to bed before i find more things to angst about.
um. checking back on lj i realise i didn't have one last year either. i spent most of december last year pinching myself over kiku -- is he really for REAL? i got him so smoothly and angst-freely it didn't even feel right.
so 1 year has past, and 2006 has been rather uneventful for me. my only achievement might be getting off my lazy butt and starting on german classes. (and i am truly glad because of the eye candy i met XD; ) but once again, i spent new year thinking about kiku.
when i re-did his face up in december, i just fell in love with the f-16 mould all over again. i always feel kind of bad, because unlike most of you, i am too poor to buy clothes for him. it makes me feel like he's been wasted on me because f-16s deserve so much more love. right now i'd like to start selling doll clothes to but... it doesn't feel enough. kiku's own clothes are never enough. my sewing's come a long way from the days i honestly didn't know that cloth had direction (supplies!!) but it still doesn't feel enough. not. good. enough. i am such a greedy person. it really feels like a criminal waste of a f-16 to sit him in a dark cupboard with no new clothes, no new wigs, no new shoes, no new eyes, and no zai photography to present him well. ._. (or maybe i am just being neurotic.)
so that's 1 year i spent angsting over a lump of resin (and myself), and i hope 2007 will be a more fulfiling year. i can sense that something is going to change in my life and i only hope that it is for the better. i need to be more brave. i need to change.
thank You for putting up with me for the year, and i swear that i will try to make myself less of a public nuisance this year. and angst a little less, hopefully.
today i decided to finally get off my lazy ass and rearrange my sewing basket 1 of 2 to make it neater. which includes untangling all the stray threads around and...!!
gah. i suspect that reading english mystery novels has made me lazy. there's my undone drawing which i fear i will have to bring to taiwan, and art supplies which need to be bought or conjured.
i don't want to go to taiwan. i forsee a royal waste of 7 days. gah. and drawing in a dimly lit hotel room is bad for eyes too. *sulks*
opencavas-- english version or japanese version!? english is version 4, japanese is 4.5-- at the same price! but english is easier to use, i think. >_>;;
ETA: i finally finished my 1st christmas card this year. D: hope i can finish 2 more before leaving for taiwan. >_>
watercolour + paper cutting + shiny nail fake-rhinestones =D (i'm usually too boring /lazy for things like that.) *bloats up like a puffer fish!*
some things will always seem like mysteries of life to me.
1. how can a person learn a music piece just by listening? (this is One Big Mystery to me. i think music is something i will never "get". but then again, i suspect myself to be clinically tonedeaf.)
2. how on earth can a person remember hundreds of songs? magic?
does it work like go, i wonder? i mean, it seems like magic how some people can replay entire games but it's really not that hard. (it only gets magical when they still remember it after months, or when they seem to remember every single score they've seen. madness!)
i think the human memory is so fascinating. if only i could grow some kind of special skill for remembering gender in german nouns, now that would be nice.
so pretty. *___* i wonder if we have a cafe that serves coffee like this in singapore? T_T (i recall a postcard that had some coffe art a while ago... the tagline was something about fresh coffee for 10 years? but do they serve coffee like that i wonder. ah.)
ETA: i found a list of japanese cafes selling design cappuccino!! *____* here.
uni/scholarship/internship apps are driving me mad. so i need to like, humour myself.
and for my desperation to get into keio, i also need a backup plan-- SMU. problem is, how "back-up" is my back-up? =| SMU doesn't seem to have information on applicant:accepted ratio and that's a little worrying. (and i stupidly forgot to ask at their university talk. orz) they also seem to be very concerned about CCA. =| and my CCA record = crap. so, anyone actually knows what kind of students make it? >_>;;
and i think the whole world knows, but i really, really, really don't want to go to NUS. i assume most people have had better experiences with them, but i will not study in a school that insults me dammit. and they had to insult my japanese, of all things. so i'd better find myself a place elsewhere. grr.
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